It is now 6 months post break up and I've discovered myself in ways that were dormant to me before. I am truly in love with myself and my progress. I find myself being attracted to this new tea shop down in park slope. It's only a 15 minute drive from where I live and I religiously start my day off with their Mango-Pineapple Tea. I've been going here for the last couple of months and it's honestly my sanctuary. Today was different though; I felt it as soon as I woke, I honestly just figured it was the weather. When I got to the tea shop I felt my guard and inhibitions gradually dropping for some reason. I went to the counter to order some tea, and I hear a voice behind me say "let me get one of those too, and they're both on me." Who the hell did he think he was? Matter a fact who the hell is he?? He stares at me for a few and asks if I would just sit down and talk over some tea; he was so backwards but I guess I had time to kill. His name was Deleon, who would think that this name would be with me in years to come, definitely not me. According to D, he's had his eye on me since we first met, come to think of it I do remember him. He was the douche bag who took my parking spot at the tea lounge when I first started coming here. His skin was a smooth dark chocolate embroidered with muscles and a well kept Afro. He wore glasses, he was even more handsome with them on. His voice was that sexy bedroom raspy voice that made me want to just listen to him speak for eons. He was just beautiful, his parents took their time crafting this king. He asked for my math (yeah guess he's one of those old school cats) and to take me out this weekend. I accepted and it's been the best decision that I've made in a while.
Rule 7: love will come knocking at your door again, just be sure to open it. I've mentioned before that healing is circular of cyclic; you will experience hurt but this is all just to prepare you for a better love. Don't search for love, it will find you when you least expect it.
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